On Thursday, Scruffy's 2nd day of recovery, she got hungrier and even ate a couple pecans. I got very hopeful because of her appetite and elimination system was working well.
Then late last night, she became uncomfortable... moving around trying to feel better. I held her, tried to soothe her, but her internal injuries were having the upper hand.
I prayed for relief... and relief came.
This morning I woke up and went to the kitchen... I could swear I heard her rummaging around in her nest, nails scraping on the sides of the box. I got her breakfast ready and uncovered her box... and there she lay.... totally at peace.
Relief had come. RIP little angel. It's funny how we hear what we want to hear and see what we want to see. I 'saw' her getting well and I 'heard' her this morning... funny how the mind works. I hadn't known her for long and she was gone! Her furry body was still warm and her face so serene. Of course there would be a lovely burial with flowers and incense and a large pecan for her journey... I wrapped her gently in white tissues and placed her in the earth. Then we sprinkled rose petals on her, burned incense and sang Indian chants. Then suddenly I couldn't sing anymore... it was as if I was silenced and told to wait. "Just be quiet and go inside" said my heart. And then the message came: "Rosie can now be fully released. Scruffy will be her guardian angel, watching over her and making sure she is safe during storms. And Scruffy will warn her of any feral cats nearby! And then I smiled... and I knew... "Squirrelove" is unconditional. |
What a beautiful story! How wonderful how these little squirrels touch our hearts deeply whether they are with us for hours, days or years. She is truly a little angel now. RIP
ReplyDeleteThank you Judy. How blessed it is to be a squirrel mom.
DeleteThank you for being such a good guardian of the squirrel kingdom Julie! Rosie Posie is looking so healthy, happy, and beautiful. So sorry for Scruffy not making it. She passed knowing she was loved, and that's all that counts.
ReplyDeleteThank you Joy. Two girl set free in one day... it's a bit much for ol' mom. Such courageous little souls... xoxox
DeleteGod bless you scruffy
ReplyDeleteGod bless you scruffy...
ReplyDeleteI know YOU have many squirrel angels watching over you for all your loving acts of kindness to them. May you feel the love and blessings returned to you many times over. Deep gratitude to you for your tireless efforts to nurture these precious little ones.
ReplyDeleteThank you Karen... every little squirrel is a blessing!! xoxo
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